Count Down 29

It has been ages I didn't write blog in English.
Just simply thought that it would be more "express-able" by using Chinese.
Somehow I realized my English is getting rusty, so I might as well need to sharpen it a little bit from now on before I head to Aussie... (oh yeah baby!)

Been counting down the time, 29 days and I'll be off to Aussie. Excited and yet nervous. Once again I'm going all by myself and alone. It's less than a month and I still yet not found the accommodation =.=" Trying to reach them to get in to the college hostel, but no news from them yet. [Oh God, touch them now and get them to contact me asap, thank You Lord!A~men~~]

Well... Nothing special nor specific to write actually.

Here's a song Hosanna by Hillsong - personally, it's one of my favorite! Especially the bridge part. It's just... overwhelming!
So... do check this out ;)

Verse 1
I see the king of glory
Coming down the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

Chorus
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

Verse 2
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Bridge
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

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oh ya, also I want to thank God - I finally got my car park access from the company!! It's never too late although this would be my last month working here *shsh*

不懂

潜伏期　虎视眈眈单身时代
活性期　谈恋爱
衰退期　倦怠的恋人们
再次潜伏期　不想恋爱

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最近看了一些书。

其中一本《不想恋爱》。
作者是个韩国人。
当中的情节，似曾相识。
根本就是在写着我现在的自己嘛。
如果不是在书店，我想我已经热泪满眶了。
不是你的错。真的。
是我自己不懂怎么了。

明明就在隔壁，却又是那么的陌生。

我，
在衰退期 倦怠的恋人。

五月天

今天，
全世界都一起放假为五月的第一天同欢共庆。（屁啦！）

今天，
很庆幸没有给放在床头的那两只海绵宝宝吓醒。
曾经在半夜梦醒时给他们两只吓到。
两只眼睁睁的对着你裂着嘴笑。可怕！
所以我通常把他们俩脸对着墙睡的。
所以我还是比较喜欢我的海星先生。
(尤其是他那大肚腩拿来枕着头很好睡 ^^）

今天，
很热的五一。
不用工作就窝在家上网开戏打电动。
也拿了一些时间来沉淀整理自己的思绪。

昨晚我忍不住地问他到底他是想怎样。
难道对自己的未来真的一点计划也没有吗？
没有梦想吗？那跟一条咸鱼有什么分别？
这，是周星星说的。　
我再问，你的梦想是什么。　
这时的你说：“我短期的梦想就是要让你可以在澳洲专心念书，不用为钱而烦...”

我沉默。　

原来，我一直都是你梦想的中心点。



纳闷...
怎么会这样...

猫样

从小就有听到“猫样”这个形容词了。
“你看你吃到这个猫样~！”
“真顶不顺他那个猫样！”




猫样，到底是怎么样的样呢？
我本身就非常非常不喜欢猫。
因为他们都很爱装酷但事实上很嗲，老喜欢往别人的脚下团团转。
他们高傲，自以为是，总是一副烂清高的样子。
他们天性孤独，独立性强，对人依赖。
他们好动，好玩，好奇心强。
他们喜欢单独行动，从不听从主人的命令。

（............呃，我不是就是这个猫样的嘛 = ="）

而且我也注意到了
我喜欢的人都猫样类的人。
所以我想，不能在一起可能也不是一件坏事。
物极必反 — 两个猫样的人走在一起会让人吃不消。

所以，猫样的我还是得找一个狗样的人。
因为狗，才会对你忠心耿耿的把你的猫样“咕噜”一声吞下肚子里。

我是麻烦精

不懂是不是每个月的事近了，心情总是很烦很烦。
烦到那个程度我想把所有看不顺眼的人都拿去枪毙！ (暴力)

昨晚看了综艺天王，主持人是佼佼。
满特别的。就请了好几位的艺人上节目组一个“天主合唱团”。
黄国伦老师就教他们唱圣诗 - 奇异恩典 (Amazing Grace)。
但是我觉得最最特别的地方是，在他们还没唱之前，黄老师给他们一段时间让他们在镜头前跟他们曾经对不起过的人说声“对不起”。
然后，我就看到他们每一个都边说边流眼泪的跟他们所伤害过的人道歉。
最后就自选歌曲送给那个“当事人”。觉得还蛮感动的。
之后就来给奇异恩典 (Amazing Grace)大合唱。
唱到骇起来的时候，黄老师还把歌词改成“哈里路亚” = =!
真的很不错也！

问你一个老掉牙的问题 - 到底你会选一个爱你的人，还是你爱的人？
爱你的人可能不是你心里面的那位梦寐以求的那一位。但是他总是把你小心翼翼的捧在手里温柔呵护，把你照顾的无微不至。而你却知道他的付出并不能让你全心全意的爱他。
你爱的那个就是你想要的那一类型 - 有理想，能干，对未来有规划。但是他可能就是不能像你爱他般的爱你。可能他会因为忙着追求自己的理想而常常忽略了你。而你知道无论如何，你还是不介意的默默在后面支持者着他，爱他。

其实很简单的，我只想要一个对自己未来有规划的男人。
为何偏偏他不是呢？

“你对人要求，别人也一样的对你要求。”
真的是这样的吗？
我真的是个麻烦精咧！

给自己的一句话：
“因为知足，所以常乐。”



图片是by不二良的。
很可爱吧 - 那是水母？ ^ ^!

真超级他马的累!

我真的顶不顺啦！忿啊~
你怎么可以无声无息的占领我的思绪呢？
你可有想想我的感受啊，你这姓洪的~!
马的，我可是还有很多更有意义的东西要烦咧！
你可不可以就不要有的无的在我脑海里跑来跑去烦我好不好？
你的脚累不累啊你？
就当我求你好了...你走吧~
求你~~~~~~~离开我远远的!
不要逼我把皮卡丘往你脸上贴呵！

就像酱〉〉〉〉


谢谢合作!
掰掰~ 不要再见咯~

原来

昨晚看了一些名人歌星的访问。
有些感慨。

“每次从计程车望出去，看到外面的天空我就在想，原来我错过了很多东西。”

原来他们得到了名利，但是都活得不快乐。
原来他们风靡全球，就不能像普通人般的悠游生活。
原来什么事情都得附上代价的。
原来外面看来风光的，内心却空洞得可怕。

但是，
我相信，
他们的付出是有回报的。

是梦想还是妄想

最近的天空很灰。 有很都事情都很烦。
为钱烦，为工作烦，为前途烦，为将来烦，为选择烦...
我真的不懂怎样才是应该，怎样才是不应该。
我不明白为什么我要为了别人怎样看而烦。
为什么我就不能好好的忠于自己的选择？
为什么别人泼一下冷水就变得怀疑了呢？


很羡慕一些人，不理别人说什么的，就一股劲的往自己的理想奔跑。
到底， 我的是梦想还是妄想。

最佳好友

This song is specially dedicated to a best friend of mine - who was.
The lyric is exactly how i felt. Sad.
Maybe we still can be friend, but it could never be like how close we were...

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朋友　我當你一秒朋友　朋友　我當你一世朋友
奇怪　過去再不堪回首　懷緬　時時其實還有
朋友　你試過將我營救　朋友　你試過把我批鬥
無法　再與你交心聯手　不竟難得有過最佳好友

從前共你　促膝把酒傾通宵都不夠　我有痛快過你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你　保守至到永久　別人如何明白透
實實在在踏入過我宇宙　即使相處到　有個裂口
命運決定了　以後再沒法聚頭　但說過去　卻那樣厚

＊問我有沒有　確實也沒有　一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
　為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
　不知你是我敵友　已沒法望透　被推著走　跟著生活流
　來年陌生的　是昨日　最親的某某＊

生死之交當天不知罕有　到你變節了　至覺未夠
多想一天彼此都不追究　相邀再次喝酒　待葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面每個邂逅　一起走到了　某個路口
是敵與是友　各自也沒有自由　位置變了　各有隊友

早知解散後　各自有　際遇作導遊
奇就奇在接受了　各自有路走
卻沒人像你讓我　眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶　講分手

有沒有　確實也沒有　一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
不知你又有沒有　掛念這舊友　或者自己　早就想動頭
來年陌生的　是昨日　最親的某某
總好於那日我沒有　沒有　遇過某某

What Is the Meaning of a True Friend

What is the meaning of a true friend?
Are they someone that comes around when they feel like it,
Or are they someone that comes around on a daily basis?

Do friends hang around you just because you have something that they want,
Or do they hang around you because they actually enjoy your company?

Do friends let you make the wrong decisions,
Or do they try to give you a guide trip
to keep you from making that wrong decision?

Is that guy or girl ditching you when they find out
that you are going through some rough times,
Or is that guy or girl there for you
to help you see your problems through?

I'm not that sure anymore...

如果

如果 可以回到从前。
如果 当初可以勇敢一点点。
如果 我当时踏出了第一步。
如果 我当初选择留下。
如果 我当初积极的争取。
如果 我当时没有犹豫不决。
如果 我下定决心。
如果 我坚持我要得决定。


那么，也许现在的我就不一样了。

可惜，
已经没有“如果”可言了。

Prayfully

... Pimples will leave me alone for the rest of my life.
... fall in love with water for I don't really drink much!
... no more teeth grinding while sleeping.
... losing some weigh (ha ha ha)
... and last but not least - all dream comes true (how lame.. haha)

Strange Thought

Just have a strange thought cross over my mind when i went to toilet.
Maybe is because i saw Lan Jie taking with the big TV size paper box.

I want to hide myself in the box.
Then drive to seaside.
And throw the box into the sea.

but... how i gonna to drive while i'm inside the box?

Why Blogging?!?

Just read from someone blog of questioning WHY & for WHAT we blogging.

To share our thoughts?

To lash out our emotions?

To abate discontent?

To complaint?

Is that important to let someone knows how we feel?

Will there be any changes can do if that someone-who-must-not-be-named know how we felt?

I don't know.

Maybe i jz need someone to listen to,

to talk to.

To have some space to jot down something dear & memorable.

Happy's.
Unhappy's.

Sweet's.

Angry's.

Depress's.

Love's.

Hate's.

Anything & Everything.

Just one thing.

I wonder.

Do God has a computer to check out my blog in Heaven?

Fondue

::a dish in which you dip small pieces of food into melted cheese or a hot sauce - Chocolate!!::

Nicholle, my best friends since secondary school called me one of these day and asked me for a gathering in a Fondue restaurant in Sri Hartamas.

"OF COS, my dear!!"

I think it's time for us to catch up since we last met was in 2005 New Year Eve O_o"

Nic came late tat night, we suppose to meet at 8pm. But bcos of she've to go for her CEO's open house, So, it's understandable ^^ Then we went to fetch Abbie, another secondary schoolmate. So, we arrived to the shop around 9:30, i reckon. The Fondue dinner bcome Fondue supper :P

It's indeed a nice n cosy place to hang out with buddies. There's several choice for cheese, i can't remember ém all but only the one we we ordered - Bacon Cheese. Nic say that was the nicest one. And we order beef cubes and chicken fillets for the side dish - to dip in the hot melted bacon flavor cheese!! *yay*

:: Abbie, Nic, me & Bacon Cheese Fondue with Mr. Beef Cubes & Mrs. Chicken Fillets ::

:: Nic & I ::

:: Abbie & I ::

After the main course, we decided to order a chocolate fondue for dessert. There's three flavour for preference - Original chocolate, whisky chocolate & orange chocolate. Since the price is the same, so must as well choose something "seems" expensiver - Therefore, we have had Whisky Chocolate Fondue for dessert. Bitter-sweet-hot-melted chocolate with strawberry and nuts sprinkle - what a perfect combination!!! *yum yum*

:: Ladies & Gentlemen~ *drums rolling* Ta-da~~ Chocolate Whisky Fondue with Ms. Strawberry & Mr. Nuts Sprinkle ::

:: what a decent picture ::

:: You sure u don't want to try some?!? ::

We chit-chatting n laugh like nobody business, it's fun. Look like the whisky started to do something in us. The price wasn't that "terriflingly" as i thought - RM88.22 for three of us, plus drinks n service charge. So one person around RM30 only. I give them "jun-jun" RM100 and 22 cents, so he would change me RM12, n i take it ALL back..haha! Nic n Abbie was surprised i don't even tend to give any tips. Well, they already charged us for services charge in the bill, didn't they?? *ohoho*

About 11 or so, we're heading to Centre Point's Banana Leave Mamak to continue our chat since the shop was about to close. We chat til ard 1am at the mamak, then Nic was staying over in my place after fetching Abbie home. We're chit-chatting updates ourselves to one another til the next morning 7:30am. I "memancing" few time when we were chatting on the living room..haha..so Pai-Seh (^.^") But well, I'm tired mah, n getting older (me one year older than ém)..so easier to get tired mah *shsh*

Overall, we have had a great night. Great food, great catch up and great company ^^ Looking forward to the next gathering (",)b