What Is the Meaning of a True Friend

What is the meaning of a true friend?
Are they someone that comes around when they feel like it,
Or are they someone that comes around on a daily basis?

Do friends hang around you just because you have something that they want,
Or do they hang around you because they actually enjoy your company?

Do friends let you make the wrong decisions,
Or do they try to give you a guide trip
to keep you from making that wrong decision?

Is that guy or girl ditching you when they find out
that you are going through some rough times,
Or is that guy or girl there for you
to help you see your problems through?

I'm not that sure anymore...

如果

如果 可以回到从前。
如果 当初可以勇敢一点点。
如果 我当时踏出了第一步。
如果 我当初选择留下。
如果 我当初积极的争取。
如果 我当时没有犹豫不决。
如果 我下定决心。
如果 我坚持我要得决定。


那么，也许现在的我就不一样了。

可惜，
已经没有“如果”可言了。

Prayfully

... Pimples will leave me alone for the rest of my life.
... fall in love with water for I don't really drink much!
... no more teeth grinding while sleeping.
... losing some weigh (ha ha ha)
... and last but not least - all dream comes true (how lame.. haha)

My Little Star - New Year New Image

Have got twinkle a grooming session and it cost me RM70. It's a little bit costly - they cut her hair shorter and put 2 ribbons somewer around her ears..haa! Which make her look more girlish now :)

The Happiest Thing

.. is to seeing the one you prayed for is being encouraged by the words of God which has spoken through you.

Why

Why am i stil struggle with what to choose? Am i making a right choice? :(

010108

1st day of 08..n a few mins to another day..let's look forward 2 a better tomorrow..cheers!

2 mushroom

The title said enough..haha!!

我妈才是ella

你看…多像!

星光灿烂献爱心2007终于圆满结束了。

对我来说今年是最轻松的一次。可能因为我做FM也做了3年了吧。
再加上今年星加坡来的FM们也出奇的relax。
除了Opening 和 Ending，我竟然没有感到任何的紧张。
虽然今年的表演嘉宾不如去年的，但是在节目方面却是历届中最吸引人的。
舞台方面也是比历届的特别的多了。
就索性笼笼统统的来个10[最]好了...嘿嘿!

[最]帅
胡兵 - 真的帅呆了!

[最]有默契
嘉千和夏克立 - 夫妻档嘛~

[最]好听
云镁鑫和伍家辉唱的 “一人一半”。

[最]特别
Vick 和 Easy 的 “双飞”。

[最]勇气可嘉
明星偶像的Roller Stunt & 空中罗汉。

[最]炸到
竟然有人用Culture不同为迟到的理由。

[最]吓破胆
快开场了，还有艺人还没到.... @#$%^&*!@#$

[最]自爽
文华姐一见到我就说我瘦了 ^^ 害我自爽了3秒!

[最]无厘头：
镁鑫在后台忽然对着我杀出一句“Ella,快点唱歌给我听！” (害得我又自爽了3秒...哈哈)

[最]不舍得
4130的那张双人床 /_\

[最]蒙喳喳
节目完了, 山也下了, 才发现曾繁彬和戴倩云怎么没来演出呢 =.="

Bonus: [最]遗憾

竟然没有和艺人合照...一个也没有~~~T_T

PS: 如果明年还有的话，我还是要做回FM。

答应自己,　想你想到今天就够了。

My little star

Bathing my Twinkle in a lovely evening..She is so skinny! And she getting naughty-er n naughty-er..grrrr

Wondering

Delay or go on? Hill or City?

My apologies Kenza

I'll never ever believe others beside Kenza's.. Never ever!! and please 4give me ken..N shall u save my hair again!! :'(

Light at Friendster

just trying to blog tis via handphone..hehe

Strange Thought

Just have a strange thought cross over my mind when i went to toilet.
Maybe is because i saw Lan Jie taking with the big TV size paper box.

I want to hide myself in the box.
Then drive to seaside.
And throw the box into the sea.

but... how i gonna to drive while i'm inside the box?

Why Blogging?!?

Just read from someone blog of questioning WHY & for WHAT we blogging.

To share our thoughts?

To lash out our emotions?

To abate discontent?

To complaint?

Is that important to let someone knows how we feel?

Will there be any changes can do if that someone-who-must-not-be-named know how we felt?

I don't know.

Maybe i jz need someone to listen to,

to talk to.

To have some space to jot down something dear & memorable.

Happy's.
Unhappy's.

Sweet's.

Angry's.

Depress's.

Love's.

Hate's.

Anything & Everything.

Just one thing.

I wonder.

Do God has a computer to check out my blog in Heaven?

Fondue

::a dish in which you dip small pieces of food into melted cheese or a hot sauce - Chocolate!!::

Nicholle, my best friends since secondary school called me one of these day and asked me for a gathering in a Fondue restaurant in Sri Hartamas.

"OF COS, my dear!!"

I think it's time for us to catch up since we last met was in 2005 New Year Eve O_o"

Nic came late tat night, we suppose to meet at 8pm. But bcos of she've to go for her CEO's open house, So, it's understandable ^^ Then we went to fetch Abbie, another secondary schoolmate. So, we arrived to the shop around 9:30, i reckon. The Fondue dinner bcome Fondue supper :P

It's indeed a nice n cosy place to hang out with buddies. There's several choice for cheese, i can't remember ém all but only the one we we ordered - Bacon Cheese. Nic say that was the nicest one. And we order beef cubes and chicken fillets for the side dish - to dip in the hot melted bacon flavor cheese!! *yay*

:: Abbie, Nic, me & Bacon Cheese Fondue with Mr. Beef Cubes & Mrs. Chicken Fillets ::

:: Nic & I ::

:: Abbie & I ::

After the main course, we decided to order a chocolate fondue for dessert. There's three flavour for preference - Original chocolate, whisky chocolate & orange chocolate. Since the price is the same, so must as well choose something "seems" expensiver - Therefore, we have had Whisky Chocolate Fondue for dessert. Bitter-sweet-hot-melted chocolate with strawberry and nuts sprinkle - what a perfect combination!!! *yum yum*

:: Ladies & Gentlemen~ *drums rolling* Ta-da~~ Chocolate Whisky Fondue with Ms. Strawberry & Mr. Nuts Sprinkle ::

:: what a decent picture ::

:: You sure u don't want to try some?!? ::

We chit-chatting n laugh like nobody business, it's fun. Look like the whisky started to do something in us. The price wasn't that "terriflingly" as i thought - RM88.22 for three of us, plus drinks n service charge. So one person around RM30 only. I give them "jun-jun" RM100 and 22 cents, so he would change me RM12, n i take it ALL back..haha! Nic n Abbie was surprised i don't even tend to give any tips. Well, they already charged us for services charge in the bill, didn't they?? *ohoho*

About 11 or so, we're heading to Centre Point's Banana Leave Mamak to continue our chat since the shop was about to close. We chat til ard 1am at the mamak, then Nic was staying over in my place after fetching Abbie home. We're chit-chatting updates ourselves to one another til the next morning 7:30am. I "memancing" few time when we were chatting on the living room..haha..so Pai-Seh (^.^") But well, I'm tired mah, n getting older (me one year older than ém)..so easier to get tired mah *shsh*

Overall, we have had a great night. Great food, great catch up and great company ^^ Looking forward to the next gathering (",)b