平常心

it's so many thing happened in a month.
both in good and bad.

good was i got my MacBook Pro - finally!!! i believe it is my birthday gift for this year. it IS a miracle for me! thanks kamkam XD

another news is i've decided to do third year, intern with TV. a mixture feelings of excitement and worried. i just reckon third year is necessary for me to grow stronger in term of getting into a ministry. got the chance to talk to the TV dept head and they have requested me to be interned with them.interview would be next week. kinda fast but thank God that things are working out so well.

the not so good things was i can't move to the city for my third year as TV dept are based at hills. kinda disappointed. well, believing God has His great plan for me here at hills.

also there's something tat i don't know how to put them into words. but i'll remember the lesson learned. gotta cherish the people around me from now on. i know i'm not a great communicator. i just don't know how to do phone conversation. oh well.

i think i gonna start to do some object writing. sounds interesting.

watching FIFA now. brasil vs portugal. they gives me a heart attack! i miss those time watching worldcup with my classmates and church friends. here is rather alone. that's one of the reason i wanna move to the city. then i can go anywhere do anything i want more easily.

... C'mon brasil!!! Give us a dramatic ending!!!!!!!



note:
当你已经不想再做任何争辩的时候
是心淡了

我所做的都不需要你们来批评
就算是要也论不到你们来

只是我要先学会
如何不去在意
如何用平常心去面对


＊深呼吸＊

Derich Thong 汤耀聪

小表弟在五一那天出世噜~
可爱到~
little cousin came to the world on labor day
so cute!

I call Hillsong home

I am overwhelmed every time i'm thinking of where I am now,

at this moment.
I can't stop thinking how great God is,
that he has put me here,
to be planted in this place,
at such a time as this.
I can't believe I get to be involved in such a great thing;
that I get to do life with so many mighty men and women of God;
that I get to worship God everyday [EVERYDAY] in the house with all this people,
where some people might only get to listen to the CD.
It's all by His grace,
I'm here.

No matter where you are,
be convinced that God has put you in the right place.
Make it your home.

Only when you sees it as your home,
you invest all you have/are,
you owned it.

It doesn't matter where you're at,
how long you will stay,
whether you will stay there for good or not,
make it your home.

After all,
we are made for the same purpose;
we are worshiping the same God.

Make your church
your HOME.

My home,
is where I called to be.

Don't Speak

孤单是一个人的狂欢 // 狂欢是一群人的孤单

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔




如果云知道

5-hour-song

so
i finished my song XD
both lyrics + melody + chord - in 5 hours
who would have thought!
bhahahahaha
It's either i am talented
or
it's a crappy song
.....
OK
it's NOT a crappy song
God is my inspiration along the journey
it IS a good, God-given song



now
i'll need to polish the lyrics for a little bit
then record then chart then complete the submission tool

it has been a challenging journey i have here


x x x x x


just when you think you can't accomplish it
you realize that you have a larger capacity than you think


and not forgetting
weirdest dream i've ever had

Die: Hi, I'm Die. And you are?
Me: Hi, I'm grace.
Die: .... (look at me like one kind)
Me: .....

Holly bang her guitar on the floor
yelling at gfx
'@4)&^%$%@#$%^&*()!!!'

O_O"



no pressure

四月。歌 // GOOD.FRIDAY

这个四月

除了写歌还是写歌
灵感除了没有还是没有



空



林夕黄霑顾家辉

陶喆杰伦方文山
阿信力宏李宗盛
巽光玺恩赵治德


灵感可否借我一点点


普利斯~~~~~
[Please~~~~~]





唉~



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Not forgetting
It is GOOOOOOD FRIDAY!

Thank You Jesus!!

I shoulda realize
You will be my BEST-est inspiration when come to songwriting :)

Haaaa!


Have a good one mate
and
HAPPY EASTER!


His glory appears like the light from the sun
Age to age He shine

You bring colour to my world [fyi, my fav is baby blue at the moment]

So, this is the 2nd Colour I been too.
Again, very grateful, I'm in the TV team for both conference 1 & 2 [Yay!]
It was very thoughtful of tSeb to put me in Gfx assist for conf 1, so that I can get to sit in for both Opening AND Closing!!

Compare to last year, this conf has been way too relax. But in food vice, it was WAY better than last conf. As usual we get sandwiches/wraps for lunch, however, food voucher has been given for dinner which we can redeemed our meal from Oporto/McD/Subway/Kebab!

And so happened that i get to stay in the city with some newly met friends from the city campus because of early call time. We had great time together - too much chat and too little sleep! So not good. But loving it. Haaa!

Somehow; somewhat;
I felt like I'm belong to TV team.
My heart is there, my passion is there, my dream is there.
Undeniable, to be in WACA is a dream come true;
and nonetheless it is a process to make me realize where my heart really belong.

What you good at + your passion = your ministry.



Two Asian-wannabe.
I am the original one.


Thousands of women worshiping God... I'm standing in awe.


The conference ends with Jesus.


*Note*
Am really wanted to share what the preachers has shared with y'all.
Details will need to be referred to my note book.
Oh, I didn't take any!
:P

Till then,
conference 2.

What the March?!

Notice that my absent in FEB - I was HOME.
I was rather anxious at first because of the negative feedback I have tell college that I'm going home for 2 weeks.
Knowing the risk of I might be stopped at custom and not able to coming back in;
I have make the choice.
Thanks God it turns out all good.
I did went home for CNY and came back safely.

He has started it and He will finish it.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------

Just to put it out there.

The feeling of giving up is getting so strong -
which, it kinda bothering me, really.

There's thing that seems stagnant and I am not happy about it;
and yet I am not in a place to make the first move.

There's thing that seems way far beyond my talents and gifts;
and yet I have first make a choice which lead me no choice now but to finish it.


It's not easy;
but I'll push it through.

Feb, you have me at Hello!

It is crazy how quick time gone by.

2 months' holiday is ended officially. Back to school in Tuesday and I'm kinda looking forward to it. It could be my last semester. I'm so gonna make the most out of it. Who cares what would happen after July! (Oh well, my family cares - DUH!)

Last semester has been relax/easy for me. Still, there's some challenges and struggles. But Lord is faithful. His grace is always sufficient. I'm expectant in what God has for me in this season of my life - 'THE BEST IS YET TO COME'

SO - in 10 days i'll be going HOME! I'm counting down every single day. Although it's just 18 months, but i felt I have been here forever! And... Um.. i gotta lose some weight before I go back..... cos no doubt I'll be gaining weight when I come back :P

In conclusion,

College, I'm coming
Home, I'm coming
Ang Pao, I'm coming
Friends, I'm coming
Food, I'm coming
Movie marathon, I'm coming


.....and Feb, you have me at H E L L O !

未来。 你看到了吗？

有人喜欢背着看风景
而我总是顺着看风景

背着看会是怎么样的感觉呢
戴着的耳机放着怎样的歌呢

经过相同的车站
坐在相同的车厢
看着相同的风景

然
我们是否去着同一个目的地
是否都有好心情

买了Peter Jackson 的自传
我想拍电影
会太迟吗

一进门就是那首歌了
木耳又想起来了
是巧合是有缘

都5点了
还不来

琴
买不买好呢
还是回去再带回来呢
可那声音真的很好

对面坐了个男的
和我一样坐了那么久
也和我一样在等人吗
还是无聊来坐坐喝茶

快关门了吗
想去厕所
啊，他比我先走呢
















未来。
你看到了吗？

You-Know-Who

You-know who #1::
I found a letter while cleaning my room last Tuesday. It was written months ago. And it still laying on my table now. I wonder when am I going to send it? Dear Nicholle, I hope you don't mind receiving an outdated letter from me. Or maybe I can bring it back when I'm going back for CNY? Aye??


You-know-who #2 ::
Maybe you won't admit it, but it is obvious enough for me to see our friendship has changed. You leave me no trace of when nor what had happened. Would that be out of jealousy? Of what?! I don't understand. But one thing I know,the bridge of trust has been shaken by the lies you've made.


You-know-who #3 ::
Don't waste my time if you just want to cruise around without destination. I'm tired. Or I your golf ball or just the sands?


You-know-who #4 ::
Goal of the day - to use your time wisely.
i.e. going to bed when it's time to bed.
e.g. NOW

S i C K // a beautiful mess

I am sick of those,

who think they can keep holding you without thinking taking any responsibility;
who claimed the responsibility and yet plan is absent since;
who thought they did what's best for you and failed to recognize all you want is just a little time spend together.

What a beautiful mess this is,

a poison coated with sugar;
a lie wrapped in golden ribbon.

After all,
this is but an absent of the sense of trust and security.


.....


Only in His time,
I pray.

活在29度的空调下

今天很热
真的很热

我放了圣诞歌催眠自己
没用

我再开了风扇狂吹自己
没用

我又用了冷水猛浇自己
没用

终于包租婆把空调开了
29度

无语吗？
算很好了
...上次的空调是32度呢

x x x

这叫什么？
一个字

清凉

NYE

i know i'm not able to write anything neither now nor end of the day
So i'm just here to secure the page :p

If you're reading - Happy New Year!
If you're not reading - thank you for reading thus far.. haaa!

2010
I'm believing for greater thing is yet to come.

我要住鬼屋！

这一年里
我的中文进步神速

为什么？因为...
同事是中国人
老板是香港人
室友是台湾人
同学是马来西亚人

我的鬼话越来越像马来Rojak鬼话
我的啦啦啦啦啦更情不自禁嘴边挂

不行了
趁着大家都搬了
这给我自己很好的理由 · 搬



祷告项目第一条
希望快点找到我的理想鬼屋


我要我要我要我要我要住鬼屋

都已经是一世纪的尾巴了

看看上一篇已经是两个月前的事了
阿还是那句

“其实我很想把每天发生的趣事都写下来……”
阿然后就接那句

“我的作业忙到11月为也拜托”
你一定猜不到我还是那句

“……忙完作业就开始忙着玩了阿”


这两个月里
我参加了自己还没毕业的的毕业晚会
参加了别人的毕业典礼
吃了两次的自助餐
剪了生平第一次的 Camp News
和朋友去了纽西兰办 Youth Camp
纽西兰很美天气很好牛也很壮
也在那里发现原来神在一步一步的带领我在做一些我一直都想做的事情
小我一天的阿姨也嫁人
看了Avatar 3D 电影
和去年圣诞节一样我们又讲话了
去了一个很有圣诞 feel 的圣诞晚餐

就在昨天
那3个台湾人给我回台南去了
爸爸妈妈还有孩子
Baby Alex~~ 屁啊已经在想念你了~~~
Rain~~ 你快回来煮卤肉饭给我吃呀~~
Capp~~ 回来吧！我要找人吵架！！！

虽然很不舍得他们
但是我相信他们会给台湾带来很多很多的祝福
或者我们可以在奥克兰再见
又或者希望2010 的 5 月可以去台湾一趟
……看五月天！……和妹妹！
哈


再然后
昨晚其中一个Housemate因为一些事情也要搬了
昨晚决定昨晚就找到房子了
事情发生的太突然了
从决定到找到房子前后不到1个小时

24小时前
这间家还是热热闹闹的
有谁会想到在这世纪结束之前就会人去楼空呢
我不想以后下班回到家是空空的找不到人讲话

而我
也想搬了
我只是不想
自己一个人住在一间充满回忆的屋子

2010
期待明天会更好
目标要 set 好


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091225
Christmas morning
i think this is the longest conversation we ever had.

'No pressure'
'Ya, right!'

一杯蜂蜜的时间

五年过后
在一样的国家不同的地方
看见了一座忠心守夜的灯塔
还有那靠南极靠得很近的星空

听着海浪声心情渐渐放空
很努力的寻找这那十字星
双子射手巨蟹处女母子熊
他们都在只是没跟我say Hi
因为我们从来没有说bye bye

话说回来……
为什么没有流星呢
是因为F4不红了吗


我用一杯蜂蜜的时间
写了一篇十月的烂文

客

那个客人
每逢星期六都会和老婆来我们餐厅捧场

我们叫他"One by One"
因为他点的菜都要一道一道上
哪怕他点了Sake sushi, Tuna sushi, Tamago sushi 个一块
他就是要一块一快的上
三个一起上的话他还会问你上那么快吃完了怎么办

阿我还理你怎么办呢
就再点呗！

阿伯， 你真的很怪
但是人还算蛮好的
就是很怪而已

谁会想到最后
我们会做了朋友咧

on the nineth of the month nine of the 09

Just reckon I have to write something in these special day of the 090909.
I'm 100% positive that I won't be here to witness the next 090909.

August has been busy for me.
Busying struggling whether I've make the right decision.
Busying trying to work something good for myself.
Busying worrying how's thing going to work.
Gah.. so busy!!
Anyways.. I'm all good now.
No more August, it's September now.

Have you ever thought are you a leader?
And who determine whether you are or not?

They say leader are born.
I wasn't agreed with that cos I believe a mature leader is trained.
But I'm not so sure right now...

Enough of crap...
September is going to be a great month for me (and you)!

A great thought from a friend of mine:
somewhere in the world someone musta been born today, w+e+d+n+e+s+d+a+y(9ltrs) 09/09/09, at 09:09:09 AM/PM.. weighing 9 lbs.. to a family of 9!!!!!!!!!