Count Down 21 Overwhelming

I've been drown by farewell meet up this few days. I really appreciated what my friends did for me and I cherish every moment spent with you all. Thank you all for caring and allocated your precious time spend with me and listen to my stupid jokes. And I find it "interesting" for everyone (almost!) is asking me the same question of whether he, my boyfriend, is going with me or not. The answer is NO! He will go later end of august. So, YES, again I'm going ALONE!

In 21 days, I'm leaving my home country and heading to another country to pursue my dream that was once (and still) I wanted so badly. It was supposed the happiest and exciting thing could have happened to me, and yet I have to admit - I'm nervous and feeling insecure. My friend just asked me don't be so dramatic. But to be honest, I really very very very very nervous rather excited!! I know you may have said "Come on, this is not the first time you going alone what... Years ago you were going Tasmania all alone also what.. what's the problem now?"

I don't know why would I felt so. Maybe I'm just used to have someone beside me for all this years. Someone who I was once can depends on, to lean on. I just don't want to accept the fact that I have to face all the coming challenges ahead all by myself. Enough said :P

Well, maybe things hasn't been so bad for me. I believe God has His best timing for everything, and He is in control. So why my heart shall worried.

Count Down 24 掰掰大草场

我的泰国人生第一（粒）椰！
















忘了介绍 - 这才是整个trip的主角 - 语宣。
她不是在睡觉……她是在练失传已久的 - 蛇形刁手！

这两个……不用介绍也知道他们是路人甲嘛~ :P
Ok啦~ Ok啦~ 是我朋友和她的侄儿 - 语哲，很调皮但很可爱。



去玻璃市没吃到玻璃回家去噜~

Count Down 25 我在泰国边界的日子

踩在泰国上了!
















真的是泰国 don't play play~
正确发音为： SU-TO-PU-KAP

………………哈哈哈







这次没什么出去走的。因为朋友家里都在忙着。
所以大半天的时间是坐在电视机前看着台湾节目。
妈啊~~ 怎么都是吃的节目啊？！？！
台湾真的好想有很都很好吃的小食啊~
还介绍到好像没吃到会一生遗憾酱子~
忽然很想去台湾把电视所介绍的都找来吃！
只能说，这个节目算成功了。

还有就是，
这个广告我看了整百次了！！！！！！

乒乓看中国，水饺在龙凤
乒乓看中国，水饺在龙凤
乒乓看中国，水饺在龙凤
乒乓看中国，水饺在龙凤
乒乓看中国，水饺在龙凤
乒乓看中国，水饺在龙凤

台湾人一定很喜欢吃水饺吧我猜的说。

无际

一路北上尽是绿油油的稻田…真的不能不感叹造物主的奇妙！

















走着走着，走进蓝色甘蔗园去了。
















银蓝色的一大片，看得我入神。
朋友说从来没看过有人会这么兴奋。
最后，我问大头说，我们搬来这里种甘蔗好吗？

西界南北风

听着西界在南北大道醒来。任风吹吧吹吧，反正我眼又快阖上了。目的地快些到吧…

Count Down 26 旅行去

叠着双脚乘着7仔一路向北出发咯！

Count Down 27 - 走火入魔

今天的我，语无伦次
把想说的都说反了

做翻译做得快疯掉
[裸妝聖經]、[美妝寶典] 英文怎么翻啊？！
有谁可以告诉我
所以说，中文能表达的英文翻出来不一定有那个味道

忽然好想回到从前
那段还是天真纯真的记忆
不可能的事还是别想了

好好的爱

阿信发新歌了
大家来学新歌吧啦吧吧吧

……忽然想吃麦当劳Orz


走火入魔
我没有……还没有。





信）對不起　剛才我　是不是聽錯
　　還是我　想太多　想到了昏頭
丁）天氣不錯　開了窗吹走臉紅
信）進一步　退一步　都害怕打破
　　更不想　再和你　永遠做朋友
丁）給你線索　也給我勇敢藉口

丁）下定決心　沉默
信）想讓沉默為我們追究
丁）你和我　信）這一刻　
丁）無聲的　信）耳語交流
合）卻突然震耳欲聾

信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
信）忘了我從什麼時候
丁）忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
合）一步一步走火入魔　　（和我）

信）一直猜　一直想　一直的揣摹
　　一直到　你變成　甜美的心痛
丁）如果可以　把如果變成結果

丁）下定決心　執著
信）想讓執著為我們突破
丁）我和你　信）很想說　
丁）這時候　信）出現煙火
合）讓心間充滿感動

信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
信）忘了我從什麼時候
丁）忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
合）一步一步走火入魔　　（和我）　

信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
信）如果你有相同感受
丁）感受到有種突然的衝動
合）放肆一次走火入魔　　（和我）

其实我不想

承认　喜欢欣赏你　

Count Down 29

It has been ages I didn't write blog in English.
Just simply thought that it would be more "express-able" by using Chinese.
Somehow I realized my English is getting rusty, so I might as well need to sharpen it a little bit from now on before I head to Aussie... (oh yeah baby!)

Been counting down the time, 29 days and I'll be off to Aussie. Excited and yet nervous. Once again I'm going all by myself and alone. It's less than a month and I still yet not found the accommodation =.=" Trying to reach them to get in to the college hostel, but no news from them yet. [Oh God, touch them now and get them to contact me asap, thank You Lord!A~men~~]

Well... Nothing special nor specific to write actually.

Here's a song Hosanna by Hillsong - personally, it's one of my favorite! Especially the bridge part. It's just... overwhelming!
So... do check this out ;)

Verse 1
I see the king of glory
Coming down the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing, the people sing

Chorus
Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

Verse 2
I see a generation
Rising up to take the place
With selfless faith, with selfless faith
I see a new revival
Staring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Bridge
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart for what is yours
Everything I am for your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

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oh ya, also I want to thank God - I finally got my car park access from the company!! It's never too late although this would be my last month working here *shsh*

A4J :: 你，醒了吗？

终于，
从 Awakening 4 Jesus 国度复兴特会回来了。

这次，
在重重的打击下我也真的醒了。

下个月，我就会去到另一个国家念神学与进修电视媒体系。
而心里也其实在盘算着在那里发展。

没想到，人算不如天算 = =”
在特会中神向我说话了...


[自己国家自己救]
砰！打击 第一波
心里在挣扎 “真的吗…………”
神曾问我：“如果到最后我要你回来，你会顺服吗？” 我说这个当然会啊！
口里虽然这么说，心里却在想 “最好就不要啦……”
我愚昧的以为可以把神瞒过去了。



[Do not limit by law but walk in faith. When the day comes, you will realised God is waiting for you at the border thoughout the journey.]
砰嘭！打击第二波
曾经我想，要在马来西亚建一个基督媒体平台是一件看来没什么可能的事。
一切关于宗教的节目（除回教外）都不可能上到电视或电台的。
神曾问我：“在你信心有看见这是我要给你的吗”
我说：“好！等马来西亚开了这个门，我就回来。”
再一次，心里在想 “最好就不要啦……”



[进修是为了装备自己以后在一个神为你预备的领域建立一个平台。在有需要的地方把神的国带下来，并在那领域上发光发热]
啊~~~~ 打击第三波
朋友曾问说：“那你去到那里进修完了会回来吗？”
我回答：“ 再看吧……”
心里还是在想 “最好就不要啦……”


[奉耶稣的名，释放！！]
激动ing....打击第四波
在大家都为着国家祷告的时候，
到我问神说：“ 为什么我就是没有什么感觉？”
就在那天晚上，神让我亲身经历到灵魂的宝贵。
第一次，我对灵魂发出内心的呐喊。
“快点！！ 快点进来！！！”
眼看着那些进不到圈圈里的人，
想像如果有我认识的人在那里是一件多么难过得一件事。
我一定原谅不了自己。
我想我永远不会忘记当时的那种感觉。



我感谢神再一次清楚地把我的命定向我展开。
我感谢神再一次把爱灵魂的心放在我里面。

我相信神把我放在这个国家绝对不是一个偶然。
我相信神把我放在媒体这个领域绝对不是一个偶然。
我相信， 马来西亚的复兴近了。
因为至少有1200的人为耶稣醒了。

现在的我终于有答案了。
我醒了。

你呢？

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后记：
谢谢腓力牧师 - 你真的很棒。在你身上就像看到了耶稣一样。这，就是所谓的“活出基督的样式”吧！
谢谢约书亚团队 - 你们也很棒。谢谢你们对马来西亚的爱与负担。你们的音乐真的把神唱到人心坎去了。加油！期待你们更多的作品。
谢谢廖文华传道，哥哥传道，连加恩传道，“裴永俊”传道 - 你们的信息深深的感动了我。也谢谢你们对马来西亚的爱与负担。

I LOVE YOU ALL WITH THE LOVE IN CHRIST

你们是最棒的~~ 你知道吗？:)