又一年了

感觉怪怪的
怎么时间过得那么快呀


待续...

哇哩咧

又吵架了 -_-
其实也不算吵的

我超平静的
也没不开心
已经没有那种想吵架的力气了

汽水买回来放路中间
害我踢到脚
问他为什么放在路中间
他给我答：“我也不知道为什么我会放在路中间的啊！你要我怎样回答！”

先生
是我问你要我怎样回答你吧！

真是哇哩咧的臭皮蛋


.....


哎～ 算了
至少冬至我们去吃了个中餐
两个人的团圆

圣诞老人圣诞树

午间和一位有半年多没见的朋友吃饭
晚上和梁先生啃KFC
然后把琴也set好了

有时
窝在房间的感觉很好

和homie们感情还好
有种相敬如宾的感觉
大家都很有礼貌的说

好吧好吧
总有一天会混熟的


湖边发现的小花一朵


现在头疼的是
圣。诞。礼。物。

名单
要买写什么
谁喜欢什么
谁不喜欢什么
谁需要买
谁不需要买

好吧好吧
大家一律送巧克力就好了

六分之二

那天把半年前写的goal那出来看
6项有2项做到了

蓝莓夫人是其一
用Studio Camera 赚钱是其二

终于这两年学的用得着了
时薪还出乎意料的好
希望以后还有更多机会吧



机会
真的还是要自己制造
只是看你有没有种踏出那一步

Goldfinch, here i come :)

Just a little update - I moved.
Just a few street away from where i used to live.
It's good time for some changes.
The moving and unpacking was horrified.
I filled 6 luggage from living 2.5 year here!
Anyway, it's almost done unpacking with the help of one of my friend :)

I'm happy.
it's gonna be a new season in my life.

如果。结果。

本来是我的.....
如果我没告诉他的话
结果会是怎样呢

*pulling my hairs*

I. CANT. DO. THIS. ANYMORE.
LORD HAVR MERCY!!!

Too. Much.

Sometime i wondering
Am I asking too much

But
If you don't ask
You're not gonna have it
Aren't you?

好人难做

这两天内所发生的事情
就是题目的最好写照

想了两天的我
终于决定要搬了
那知道又泡汤了
同样的事件发生了3次
诡异的是都是同一家房子噢
那朋友在两个月内前前后后问了我3次
要不要搬要不要搬要不要搬
还口口声声说到
我想你搬进来我想你搬进来我想你搬进来
到最后当我决定下来了
竟然到她犹豫不决不懂要不要把房子给另外一个人
还说了什么如果另外一个不要的话你可不可以搬进来
呸！我才不要咧！


到今天
那巴西同屋朋友叫我们帮他剃头发
我说了不要
他说没关系的很容易的
我说不要不要我不要
后来所有在场的人都不要帮
我就觉得好吧 － 既然都没人要帮你我就做好心咯
也不懂怎样的就把电动剃刀倒反了用
呼～ 太短了 T___T
还好当事人没怪我
反而另外一个美国同屋朋友怪我说了一句
“You didn't say NO"
我说我有说不要是你没有听到
他坚持说我没有说
那我问他说我有问你要不要帮你也说不要啊
那总要一个人要帮的吧
但他还是那句 “You didn't say NO"
我崩溃
你赢了咯


为什么!
为什么是我?!


对不起
这篇没什么营养
因为我真的彻彻底底的被打败了

Sky Sailing

Two of my bestties just returned from the Hillsong Unite + Conquer Live
which held in my homeland - Ipoh, Malaysia!!!

My heart swell with praise
hearing all the great stories from them on how the
worship team and preachers has blessed them

And also the fact that
i'm actually getting this amazing-first-hand-experience
EVERYDAY here in college
i'm overwhelming

Think they are now on their way to Indo

x x x

So i heard
if you want to bettering your English
THiNK in English

kinda challenging
but i'll try

i'm trying

and i become speechless
.......

anyways
Why Sky Sailing?

1. Their song Captains of the Sky is my fav at the moment
2. Hoping i get to sky sailing aka traveling (in my translation) in the near future
3. Because i can

有回忆的气味

你是否有试过
在最不经意间
与你擦肩而过的路人甲
散发着一股你似曾相识的气味

顿时
这气味把你带回到某年某月某一天
当天的情景人事物甚至是当天的天气
再次的浮现在你眼前

哪怕是十年前的事情
却犹如昨日一样

x x x x x

气味
是我回忆的起点

而我的回忆

(深呼吸)

活在那气味里

孙叔敖

其实
我们身边都有着一些所谓的双面人
我都叫他们两头蛇

像P小姐
她可以一下子跟你嘻嘻哈哈
然后转个头跟你黑起脸来

还有X先生X小姐
他们都说啊真高兴可以认识你啊
然后隔天在路上遇到招呼不打还把你当透明了

再来个A先生
他可以这里对你说谢谢谢谢
然后转个头说你是个没用的乌龟王八蛋

我只是想说
可能P小姐曾经受过什么伤害了
所以变得特别敏感

可能X先生X小姐真的很专注的在想事情
在加上眼睛太小了有没有
所以就没看到咯

而A先生
他就真的是一条两头蛇



看开了
心自然也开了

下次看到两头蛇
一言记之
闪

再不然
就干脆当个孙叔敖

你识DO我识DO

ANEW

很想更新我的博很久了，
可是到最后还是被懒虫打败了。

我的7月就围绕在特会，生日，特会。
然后一星期满满的farewell紧接着一星期满满的工作。
再来就是我第三年也是我最后一年的Internship了。

今天是第一天，
其实感觉还蛮紧张的。
不懂到底会是怎样的一年。
虽然我大概知道我会会学习到些什么东西，
以及面对些怎样的挑战，
那感觉就像既期待又怕受伤害般。
总括来说，我还是感到兴奋的！

It's a strange mixture of feelings... but i feel ANEW!
Expectant for a new chapter of my life!

最后，
请你听新歌一首 -- "Captains of the Sky" :)
和我一同Sky Sailing去！

平常心

it's so many thing happened in a month.
both in good and bad.

good was i got my MacBook Pro - finally!!! i believe it is my birthday gift for this year. it IS a miracle for me! thanks kamkam XD

another news is i've decided to do third year, intern with TV. a mixture feelings of excitement and worried. i just reckon third year is necessary for me to grow stronger in term of getting into a ministry. got the chance to talk to the TV dept head and they have requested me to be interned with them.interview would be next week. kinda fast but thank God that things are working out so well.

the not so good things was i can't move to the city for my third year as TV dept are based at hills. kinda disappointed. well, believing God has His great plan for me here at hills.

also there's something tat i don't know how to put them into words. but i'll remember the lesson learned. gotta cherish the people around me from now on. i know i'm not a great communicator. i just don't know how to do phone conversation. oh well.

i think i gonna start to do some object writing. sounds interesting.

watching FIFA now. brasil vs portugal. they gives me a heart attack! i miss those time watching worldcup with my classmates and church friends. here is rather alone. that's one of the reason i wanna move to the city. then i can go anywhere do anything i want more easily.

... C'mon brasil!!! Give us a dramatic ending!!!!!!!



note:
当你已经不想再做任何争辩的时候
是心淡了

我所做的都不需要你们来批评
就算是要也论不到你们来

只是我要先学会
如何不去在意
如何用平常心去面对


＊深呼吸＊

Derich Thong 汤耀聪

小表弟在五一那天出世噜~
可爱到~
little cousin came to the world on labor day
so cute!

I call Hillsong home

I am overwhelmed every time i'm thinking of where I am now,

at this moment.
I can't stop thinking how great God is,
that he has put me here,
to be planted in this place,
at such a time as this.
I can't believe I get to be involved in such a great thing;
that I get to do life with so many mighty men and women of God;
that I get to worship God everyday [EVERYDAY] in the house with all this people,
where some people might only get to listen to the CD.
It's all by His grace,
I'm here.

No matter where you are,
be convinced that God has put you in the right place.
Make it your home.

Only when you sees it as your home,
you invest all you have/are,
you owned it.

It doesn't matter where you're at,
how long you will stay,
whether you will stay there for good or not,
make it your home.

After all,
we are made for the same purpose;
we are worshiping the same God.

Make your church
your HOME.

My home,
is where I called to be.

Don't Speak

孤单是一个人的狂欢 // 狂欢是一群人的孤单

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔




如果云知道

5-hour-song

so
i finished my song XD
both lyrics + melody + chord - in 5 hours
who would have thought!
bhahahahaha
It's either i am talented
or
it's a crappy song
.....
OK
it's NOT a crappy song
God is my inspiration along the journey
it IS a good, God-given song



now
i'll need to polish the lyrics for a little bit
then record then chart then complete the submission tool

it has been a challenging journey i have here


x x x x x


just when you think you can't accomplish it
you realize that you have a larger capacity than you think


and not forgetting
weirdest dream i've ever had

Die: Hi, I'm Die. And you are?
Me: Hi, I'm grace.
Die: .... (look at me like one kind)
Me: .....

Holly bang her guitar on the floor
yelling at gfx
'@4)&^%$%@#$%^&*()!!!'

O_O"



no pressure

四月。歌 // GOOD.FRIDAY

这个四月

除了写歌还是写歌
灵感除了没有还是没有



空



林夕黄霑顾家辉

陶喆杰伦方文山
阿信力宏李宗盛
巽光玺恩赵治德


灵感可否借我一点点


普利斯~~~~~
[Please~~~~~]





唉~



------------------------------------



Not forgetting
It is GOOOOOOD FRIDAY!

Thank You Jesus!!

I shoulda realize
You will be my BEST-est inspiration when come to songwriting :)

Haaaa!


Have a good one mate
and
HAPPY EASTER!


His glory appears like the light from the sun
Age to age He shine

You bring colour to my world [fyi, my fav is baby blue at the moment]

So, this is the 2nd Colour I been too.
Again, very grateful, I'm in the TV team for both conference 1 & 2 [Yay!]
It was very thoughtful of tSeb to put me in Gfx assist for conf 1, so that I can get to sit in for both Opening AND Closing!!

Compare to last year, this conf has been way too relax. But in food vice, it was WAY better than last conf. As usual we get sandwiches/wraps for lunch, however, food voucher has been given for dinner which we can redeemed our meal from Oporto/McD/Subway/Kebab!

And so happened that i get to stay in the city with some newly met friends from the city campus because of early call time. We had great time together - too much chat and too little sleep! So not good. But loving it. Haaa!

Somehow; somewhat;
I felt like I'm belong to TV team.
My heart is there, my passion is there, my dream is there.
Undeniable, to be in WACA is a dream come true;
and nonetheless it is a process to make me realize where my heart really belong.

What you good at + your passion = your ministry.



Two Asian-wannabe.
I am the original one.


Thousands of women worshiping God... I'm standing in awe.


The conference ends with Jesus.


*Note*
Am really wanted to share what the preachers has shared with y'all.
Details will need to be referred to my note book.
Oh, I didn't take any!
:P

Till then,
conference 2.

What the March?!

Notice that my absent in FEB - I was HOME.
I was rather anxious at first because of the negative feedback I have tell college that I'm going home for 2 weeks.
Knowing the risk of I might be stopped at custom and not able to coming back in;
I have make the choice.
Thanks God it turns out all good.
I did went home for CNY and came back safely.

He has started it and He will finish it.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------

Just to put it out there.

The feeling of giving up is getting so strong -
which, it kinda bothering me, really.

There's thing that seems stagnant and I am not happy about it;
and yet I am not in a place to make the first move.

There's thing that seems way far beyond my talents and gifts;
and yet I have first make a choice which lead me no choice now but to finish it.


It's not easy;
but I'll push it through.

Feb, you have me at Hello!

It is crazy how quick time gone by.

2 months' holiday is ended officially. Back to school in Tuesday and I'm kinda looking forward to it. It could be my last semester. I'm so gonna make the most out of it. Who cares what would happen after July! (Oh well, my family cares - DUH!)

Last semester has been relax/easy for me. Still, there's some challenges and struggles. But Lord is faithful. His grace is always sufficient. I'm expectant in what God has for me in this season of my life - 'THE BEST IS YET TO COME'

SO - in 10 days i'll be going HOME! I'm counting down every single day. Although it's just 18 months, but i felt I have been here forever! And... Um.. i gotta lose some weight before I go back..... cos no doubt I'll be gaining weight when I come back :P

In conclusion,

College, I'm coming
Home, I'm coming
Ang Pao, I'm coming
Friends, I'm coming
Food, I'm coming
Movie marathon, I'm coming


.....and Feb, you have me at H E L L O !

未来。 你看到了吗？

有人喜欢背着看风景
而我总是顺着看风景

背着看会是怎么样的感觉呢
戴着的耳机放着怎样的歌呢

经过相同的车站
坐在相同的车厢
看着相同的风景

然
我们是否去着同一个目的地
是否都有好心情

买了Peter Jackson 的自传
我想拍电影
会太迟吗

一进门就是那首歌了
木耳又想起来了
是巧合是有缘

都5点了
还不来

琴
买不买好呢
还是回去再带回来呢
可那声音真的很好

对面坐了个男的
和我一样坐了那么久
也和我一样在等人吗
还是无聊来坐坐喝茶

快关门了吗
想去厕所
啊，他比我先走呢
















未来。
你看到了吗？

You-Know-Who

You-know who #1::
I found a letter while cleaning my room last Tuesday. It was written months ago. And it still laying on my table now. I wonder when am I going to send it? Dear Nicholle, I hope you don't mind receiving an outdated letter from me. Or maybe I can bring it back when I'm going back for CNY? Aye??


You-know-who #2 ::
Maybe you won't admit it, but it is obvious enough for me to see our friendship has changed. You leave me no trace of when nor what had happened. Would that be out of jealousy? Of what?! I don't understand. But one thing I know,the bridge of trust has been shaken by the lies you've made.


You-know-who #3 ::
Don't waste my time if you just want to cruise around without destination. I'm tired. Or I your golf ball or just the sands?


You-know-who #4 ::
Goal of the day - to use your time wisely.
i.e. going to bed when it's time to bed.
e.g. NOW

S i C K // a beautiful mess

I am sick of those,

who think they can keep holding you without thinking taking any responsibility;
who claimed the responsibility and yet plan is absent since;
who thought they did what's best for you and failed to recognize all you want is just a little time spend together.

What a beautiful mess this is,

a poison coated with sugar;
a lie wrapped in golden ribbon.

After all,
this is but an absent of the sense of trust and security.


.....


Only in His time,
I pray.

活在29度的空调下

今天很热
真的很热

我放了圣诞歌催眠自己
没用

我再开了风扇狂吹自己
没用

我又用了冷水猛浇自己
没用

终于包租婆把空调开了
29度

无语吗？
算很好了
...上次的空调是32度呢

x x x

这叫什么？
一个字

清凉